This is poem i wrote in memory of my brother who lost his life at such early age, leaving behind two beautiful kids.
Day by day I think of you, how can all of this be true after three years? I still can't believe you're really gone, i still can't accept it, even after so long. Just the thought of you makes me cry, i never even got the chance to say goodbye. Every picture, every letter, card you gave me i still read. I be tell lie if i say ill ever get better. From time to time i smell your scent, it makes me think of all the times we've spent. I know we didn't see eye to eye all time but we held each other down 100%. It so much i didn't get say, i never imagined you'd ever be so far away. You were my brother, n still is my brother even though your not here I still Love U like no other. In my heart you'll always be, you'll be my guide and help me see. I'll never forget your soothing voice and that big smile. I would take your place if i had a choice so you be here with your two beautiful kids Avery & Gaines. But now i got to let u rest, although w/o you my days are not same bc i miss my daily jokes every morning and middle of night you call me act silly. I miss you with all my heart, i wish we never had to part. I know you're always by my side, so now i guess this is my see you later bc we will meet again..01/17/10-01/17/13 Rest In Peace